DEATH IS AROUND THE CORNER EVERYTIME MY LIFE MAKE UNEXPECTED TURNS HE'S ALWAYS THERE TO WATCH ME BURN. HE POURS THE LIGHTER FLUID AND I STRIKE THE MATCH. MY MIND CAN ONLY GO SO FAR THEY SAY YOU MUST HAVE FAITH IN GOD AND BELIEVE HE'LL PULL YOU THROUGH THE BURNING BUSH BUT NOT ME! EVERYTIME I TRY TO PRAY THE DEVIL GETS IN THE WAY HE BECOMES LOUDER AND LOUDER SO ALL I HEAR IS HIM I CANT EVEN HEAR MY HEART BEAT WHEN HE SPEAKS. HE HAS FILLED MY MIND WITH UNGODLY SIGHTS AND THOUGHTS OF DEATH BEFORE ME I CANNOT IGNORE THEE THE DEVIL IS IN CONTROL AGAIN PRAYER DOES NOT ENTER MY MIND ONLY BLOOD AND MISERY AS I SAT IN THAT SELL ALONE W/ MY THOUGHTS I PLAY THE SENARIO OVER AND OVER IN MY MIND WHAT COULD I HAVE DONE DIFFERENT? YOUR RIGHT. WALK AWAY. BUT THE DEVIL HAD ME THEN ALL I COULD THINK OF WAS RAGE, POWER, AND CONTROL I SAW NOTHING BUT RED THEN MY HEAD BEGAN TO HURT WHERE THE HORNS PUSHED THROUGH MY SKULL & MY SKIN BEGAN TO CHANGE LIKE I WAS THE HULK 3 BUT IT WAS ME THE DEVIL LIVES INSIDE ME... DEMONS SURROUNDS MY ETURNAL SOUL I CANT TAKE IT NO MORE I INFLICT PAIN ON MYSELF TO KILL THAT PART OF ME THAT NO ONE SEES BUT ME THEY DONT THINK HES REAL BUT IM HERE TO LET YOU KNOW WE SHARE THE SAME SKIN, THE SAME BLOOD AND THE SAME MIND AND EVEN THE BLACK HEART. HE LIVES DEEP DOWN INSIDE MY SOUL IM LIKE THE ANTI CHRIST I MAY NEED AN EXSERSIOM TO GET RID OF HIM. NO MATTER WHAT I DO HE ALWAYS FOLLOWS ME EVER SINCE I WAS 13, THEN 17, NOW AT 23 HE'S STILL TRYING TO KILL ME.
